All these while I have been fighting alone. Putting up a small despite feeling immensely depressed and drained. To pretend being sick and hide in the room, isn't the best way.

I dont feel comfortable reveal.this fragile.part of me. But I need help. I probably dont need a way out, just a hug long enough to let me feel the warmth again. I have been hugging myself to sleep, calming myself down when I was crying, out of nowhere. I kus couldn't get rid of the depressed feeling.

But where can I go?

Throwing negativity to others is not good.

I crave for attention, accompaniment and acknowledgment.

But that part will never be fulfilled.

I dont need a life.  Not wanting a life, but not ending a life.

I am tired. Leave me alone.


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