All these while I have been fighting alone. Putting up a small despite feeling immensely depressed and drained. To pretend being sick and hide in the room, isn't the best way.
I dont feel comfortable reveal.this fragile.part of me. But I need help. I probably dont need a way out, just a hug long enough to let me feel the warmth again. I have been hugging myself to sleep, calming myself down when I was crying, out of nowhere. I kus couldn't get rid of the depressed feeling.
But where can I go?
Throwing negativity to others is not good.
I crave for attention, accompaniment and acknowledgment.
But that part will never be fulfilled.
I dont need a life. Not wanting a life, but not ending a life.
I am tired. Leave me alone.
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